Reason to Hold This Blog

Another blog of mine that I hope to last more than four posts. Sigh. 

I always struggle with consistency all my life and I do hope that I will survive this and continue to post no matter what. I don't want to be obsessive in my writing life but I pursue the improvement of my writing taste which I presume would not materialize until I write more that five post in certain interval of time. 

First, I like to read books. I like to criticize the way people write their books. I like to propose my own ideas and then getting heated on why the plot don't go this way or that way but never be consistence enough to present them on writing so I was like heated in vain. A waste of time and mind. 

Mind you that I wasn't come from English speaking world. English is my third language after bahasa Indonesia and Javanese. So now you may guess where some grammatical errors came from. It's alright though. I like to learn and improve so critics are welcome here and I really am seeking to perfect my self just in case I could be one of those celebrated writer of the century (cross my finger!). 

I study English during junior, high school and the beginning semester of university course because they are mandatory and there's nothing I could do about it. My parents never speak in English nor any of my neighbors and so my journey to study the language wanders from my teachers, so few of friends and library. A library is a God blessings that I really could immerse my self in the shelves and come out a new person. I see things differently after reading books, knowing that knowledge does do something on your head. Giving you advantage, a head start from your peer, especially when they have no idea what they miss. 

I grew up pretty shabby in appearance and rather nerdy complexion add that to almost zero social life to attend, books are they only companion that would not mock you when you are not able to coupe with teen standard of cool. So I'll try to fill this blog with little piece of my self and trying not to be so serious about it. Besides, all I want to do is having fun and relieve my conscience on why you did not preserve what you have learned for so long.